feeling upset abt myself. got another major buang on my car. realli fuck stupid. sometimes i wonder y i could be so careless. many a times i tell myself muz be careful. lately, getting more n more blur. doing some stupid tings. Hm, Y? i can't answer it myself.

Went to courts to get a executive-styled chair. Long been wanting a chair like tt. to get max comfort. my brother wanted to get someting for his new car, n his gf n my sis tagged along. this was when the stupid buang occured. while i was driving out of the house, my brother said "rem to close the gates". oh yeah, so i pressed the remote for the gate. suddenly i realise the car was half way thru. i dun need to say the rest. Stupid? careless? daydreaming? haiz.

been working until quite late this week, almost 10 to 11 pm evryday. tink this mth muz hv clocked at least 50hrs of OT. i tink my fren clocked 70 hrs. glad the job is ending soon. heard the boss wans us to stay for 1 or 2 more weeks. if the coy is more efficient, n if the coy up the rate to 8/hr, will consider. realli screwed up planning. the boss din realise he paid 10 workers 5 hrs of OT for doing nutting yesterday.

hm, been toking to 1 of my fren of the possiblity of starting a business in the future. noe it isn't easy at all and given the saturation of sg mkt. unless i can be the next QB hse or Breadtalk. which is of course impossible. can start to brainstorm or daydream abt wat type of business. anyone has any suggestion?

so long din blog liao. in case ppl tink i'm not alive anymore.. haha.. here's me. been working until very late lately 7 days a week haha.. so realli very tired these few days.. watch soccer 1/2 way oso fell asleep.. tts life huh..

my chinese teacher juz passed away last friday. the news came as a total shock to me. he's only 42, yet he juz went away like tt. ren sheng wu chang, n its such a coincidence his wife taught me chinese in sec 1, chinese lit in sec3 n sec4. himself taught me chinese in sec2. i had benefited alot frm them, no doubt, n yes, i went back to the funeral n i saw his wife. she became so thin, and qiao cui. she was very heartened to see all the srudents staff pouring back. n she still remembers my name. I dunno how to comnfort her, i told her to jie ai shun bian, n muz be strong n jian qiang. she still had 1 son 1 daughter to bring up all by herself. Poor thing. as i looked at the face of my late teacher, tears filled my eyes. i can't realli imagine he's gone, alt i haven met him for so long ever since i graduated. he was cremated today..

on a lighter note, it was nice to see so many familar faces at the funeral. met up wif some old friends n had a nice chat wif them too.

2 more weeks b4 i stop working. nice exp, definitely learnt some new skills, n learn a little bit on how to handle ppl. =)